The past few days have been pretty rough for me. Even though i seemed perfectly fine to other people, i really have been hurting badly inside. Throughout this week, I’ve forced myself to wake up early in the morning to get ready for a long day of school.I went to school to try to get my mind occupied and to keep myself busy, but everyday ended the same; which was thinking about you. I reminisced on everything you’ve ever done for me when i was a child from teaching me how to be a wonderful reader to feeding me till i was a perfectly round sphere.I would remember how strong and brave you were, I felt so safe at home even it were to just be you and me alone at home. I’ve already become accustomed to it, but i will never know what it would be like to come home to see your smiling face to ask me how my day went anymore. As you spent your days in the hospital for the past months, i became lonely at home. My Dad was always out at the new bakery, my mom was always working, Jullian was out with friends more than i was for some reason, and Antoinette would be living at her apartment. Being alone in the house really wasn’t fun for me, especially when our house looks extra creepy at night. Even though you aren’t here anymore, I know that you’ll be watching over me to keep me safe. As i once said to you “Merci Beacoup, Je T’aime”which means “Thanks a lot, I love you” Good Bye, Lola. I love you.